my brain hurts

from trying to read things from wikipedia about music psychology and Musicology
and the only thing i learned so far is that i need a dictionary and that you can add "ology" to the end of any word and make it more complicated and confusing

but back to the actually point of this project [it seems more like projectology]
im thinking that i shouldn't do something on music and/or murders because after to talking to some people about my career choices and telling them some things, they were like "go with roller coaster engineer" and now that i think of it that seems so much more worthwhile and profitable. The reason i say this is because knowing me i'll get too stressed out being a criminologist, and then i'll be like "forget this" and end up back where i am now. and if i were to own my own record label, with my luck i'll only sign people that would become one hit wonders, or that just plain out suck, and then ill lose a lot of money there. not to mention the fact of all the different majors i should get:: music history [and going through a music industry program], digital music, business, advertising, marketing, accounting, and im sure having more experience in web design would help. it is also very risky and competitive and a lot of people fail, so if i don't have another career i'll be, once again, in trouble. and my theory behind being roller coaster engineer is that people want to try something new, and i have 3 ideas for new roller coasters, and they are new concepts, or at least not very common ones. so if i can create them and make a lot of money from people coming into the park, and then selling the actual coaster, or re-designing it for other parks. because people like new things. And i know i would also need things like marketing and accounting, but in my opinion i have less of a chance of failing at this.
so since i have now decided to base my project on what i want my career to be, i'm back at square one, well, i never actually left it.